8.30.2009

Fake!

sungguh mudah berkata2..
sgt susah bila nak melaksana...
itulah lumrah manusia..ckp pndai..buat nya tak..huh!
damn hate dat kind of person!!
pretend to be sooo kind...
but in reality, die lah manusia paling teruk..
xsuke xsuke..
satu patah perkataan pon sy xnk dengar dari dia...
xsuke xsuke..
kamu tdk layak berkata2..
i know who u are.....
*hateeee**

8.27.2009

Rezeki masing2..

Syukur sgt2..saye melepasi saringan peringkat pertame dgn TNB..Alhamdulillah...and 9th of september will be the 2nd interview with TNB..doakan saye..dikala orang laen dah sibuk masuk ofis dan pegi site..dah 2-3 bulan kerje dan merase gaji hasil titik peluh sendiri..saye baru nak attend interview...ehmm...its ok..rezeki masing3..ikhtiar dan tawakkal aje lah..so, kedatangan saye ke KL kali ni membawa 3 hajat..interview dgn 3 company..KESM Industries Bhd., cyberview dan TNB.
doakan saye=)

8.21.2009

Hey now! Hey now! This is a dream for made up!

This is a story about my convocation okeh. Nah! there u are...

Currently, i am officially graduating in Electrical and Electronics Engineering on Majlis Graduasi Uniten yg ke -12. This occasion officially held about last week on 16th of august and took place in Seri Sarjana Hall, Uniten.

After 5 years struggled for the sake of a degree in this course, i would say it is one of my hardest parts of learning as 23 years i live in this ‘ting tong’ world... ONE of oke..Not most...=D. All the things need to be faced on my own as it comes to be my responsibility since i were move one step ahead into UNITEN. Alhamdulillah, 5 years goes on....Time were flies...And i MADE IT! Muahahaha....even my CGPA was not soo great either... heee...wutever it is i got my degree after all.....

thanx GOD, bring this opportunity for me to feel wut a wonderfull feelings when my parents were proud to have a daughter like me...

thanx ma and abi that have been inspires me a lot..Always encourage me and never mad at me if i am wrong and still by my side to give me motivation and cheer me as am a kid. Thanx ma..i love u wif all my heart...no one in this world can replaced you.....thank you for being most greatest ‘mom and father’ for me...And i really2 miss my late father..It would be more meaningfull if we can celebrate it together. Al-Fatihah for my late abah...

And special thanx to my sister and my bro in law as you cherish me more..with the born of my niece Tasnim...

Not to forget..my heart and soul MY that always be there for me...to share all the feelings..smile and tears..loves and hates....argue and comfort..it is all about us because we love and want to protect each other....and don’t u ever feel uncomfortable with me because i had my degree while you are not yet..but bear in mind, that we both know each other from nothing and now we have something to strive......

Anddddddd the need of my life, of course f.r.i.e.n.d.s that always being the shadow to live my life to the fullest....i am nobody without all of u...we faced everythings together without annoying anybody..i hope..hehehehehehe...=D


Lurve u all..plis lurve me too..(~.~)v



photoshoot @ putrajaya..**thanx to MY as a free-lense photgrapher on de day..**



wif kak ifa cenget..gonna mish our hepys moment!



wif my besterestest b..thanx for the lurve syg...


Beloved mom..kasih mu tiada ganti..thanx so much 4 ur inspiration...love u mom..



my lovely parents ever after...


its me, myself and i...=D!!


psssstttt..; sorry..the pix were randomly choose ..so..wut u see is wut u get...ngeheeee~~

8.11.2009

Revenge of stubborn...

Mudah saja bila kita mengungkap perkataan "MAAF" tp biler hati sudah pedih..bila hati sudah terase..meminta maaf itu terase seperti dipermain kan..maaf itu sudah terlwt...

Arini aku rase berdose sgt2..melukakan ati 2 org yg aku syg...and xleyh nk undur dah...aku salah..aku degil...aku susah nak terime pujukan...aku susah memaafkan...aku berdose....

Am i too stubborn??..ehmmm..i admit it..my fault..its all because of me..am sorry...

forgive me Mom..
forgive me mY...
now i deserved it....GOD, please forgive me...

terase diri sgt berdose......=(

8.05.2009

i owe u..


If he read my blog..then he will knew it..but if he didnt..means he have to read this entry..=) Cause, i want to dedicate this entry just for him..bby..thanx for all ur supports...u always encaurage me no matter wut...u give me strength..

U always there giving me all u've got...i lurve u deep in my heart.....just wanna say million thanx to u...cause be such a great hubby for me..and always keep me as ur first priority...and i want u to knoe that..being with u is such a precious moment in my life... and i really2 appriciate that...thanx honey...i owe u a lots..

and this is for u...This I promise u...

When the visions around you,
Bring tears to your eyes
And all that surround you,
Are secrets and lies
I'll be your strength,
I'll give you hope,
Keeping your faith when it's gone
The one u should call,
Was standing here all along..

And I will take
You in my arms
And hold you right where you belong
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you
This I promise you
I've loved you forever,
In lifetimes before
And I promise you never...

Will you hurt anymore
I give you my word
I give you my heart (give you my heart)
This is a battle we've won
And with this vow,
Forever has now begun...

Just close your eyes (close your eyes)
Each loving day (each loving day)
I know this feeling won't go away (no..)
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you..
This I promise you..

Over and over I fall (over and over I fall)
When I hear you call
Without you in my life baby
I just wouldn't be living at all...

And I will take (I will take you in my arms)
You in my arms
And hold you right where you belong (right where you belong)
Till the day my life is through
This I pr0mise you baby
Just close your eyes Each loving day (each loving day)
I know this feeling won't go away (no..)
Every word I say is true
This I promise you
Every word I say is true
This I promise you
Ooh, I promise you...

Confusing...

i hate when i have to make the decision.... hate it! hate it so much...huwaaaaaaaaaa..help me...
proksi wawasan called to have second interview on me..i think it is just about to confirmed that i really2 interested with his company..my mom advice me not to work there..because she is too worried about me..where am going to stay..with whom am going to get along...and wut is freaking me out rite now..she dont trust the company..because the company is new..and called me to have for the second interview..quite weird to hear that...huuuu....but wut am feeling rite now..am such eager to work!!...some of my frens, already work lorh..and i want too..i dont want to be a jobless much more longer lorh...huuuuuuu....i want to get my own money..my own salaries..i want to shoppp...shopping!!!..and i want all that... i just want to build new phase in my life..can u give me a chance mom?...huuuuuuu...